I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life

With little E's birthday yesterday and Z's coming up next week, it's really been hitting a chord I didn't even know I had. I want another baby. My kids are growing up and soon I'll have a 4 & 7 year old in my house and I won't even be able to pretend I have… Continue reading I’ll Take A Breath, I’ll Take Her By My Side We Stand In Awe, We’ve Created Life

Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday Dear Little E, Happy Birthday To You.

Today is little E's 7th birthday. And I have so many things I've been wanting to post about, but decided to write about the day he was born. Because that's a story of its own! My pregnancy with little E went great. Absolutely no morning sickness, none of the uncomfortable sleeping at night, just a… Continue reading Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday Dear Little E, Happy Birthday To You.

Take Me To Church I’ll Worship Like A Dog At The Shrine Of Your Lies

So after K got sent back, I had a little falling out with my mother. I was emotional and needed someone to talk to and you'd think by now I'd have learned that that person should never be my judgemental mom but deep down inside I still want to have a open and good relationship… Continue reading Take Me To Church I’ll Worship Like A Dog At The Shrine Of Your Lies

I Can’t Remember Anything, Can’t Tell if This is True or Dream

When I was 16, I woke up one morning at the hospital. The rush of cold air when the ambulances' back door opened made me "come to" and I remember sitting up on the gurney and needing to throw up. The paramedic gave me a tray and the whole arrival emergency crew at the hospital… Continue reading I Can’t Remember Anything, Can’t Tell if This is True or Dream